May 21, 2002 journal, it's not living animals, its dollars in a bank, it starts with negligence.

I was raised to be irresponsible to feed the animals before I feed myself and to pick up broken glass, any kind before it could cut someone else. Today people seem to have no responsibility at any age. Could it be that people basically do not care. Procrastination is a crime in my opinion against God when people are too lazy to look out for the safety of others. I feel guilty that I could not save my own homeland from the beast that took it. I tried with all I had but lost the battle. They may have my real estate, it was taken without due process of law and I believe someday it will return. Giants crush little people. Good people are obsessed with demons. I cannot help the thoughts I think. John the Baptist lost his head by pointing his finger into the face of evil. "Occupy untill I come" sayeth the lord. Not a single disciple of Christ died rich, they were hunted down, murdered. My random thoughts about life and how it applies to a Christian's walk daily before the Lord our God.

We've taken two days off to visit Hot Springs and Maggie Valley North Carolina to sit by the river at Jonathan Creek Inn with a drive through Cherokee where Harrah's Casino is the biggest thing going. I have been receiving information about salt treated lumber having arsenic pressed into it in addition to salt to preserve it. There is an alternative treatment. My dream spot for a Life Center with hot mineral water available is the 53 acres on the North side of the French Broad River in the city of Hot Springs but someone else is now looking at it. If it is the right thing then God will provide it for a safe center from chemical

foods and poison water. I've just learned that the Greenville Water System reports no chlorine and yet I know they put tons of chlorine in our water bad for bathing or drinking.

I'm desperate to rebuild my leg calf muscles and and job in five feed water 1000 jumps

nonstop with my heels facing the slope of the pool to work my muscles. I can go on as long as I wish without exhausting when the body is weightless in the water. My main concern is the chlorine in the water and of course the fluoride which is then 90 percent of America's city water. Both of these chemicals are a deadly poison. I remember that a country in Europe refuse to anticipate in the Olympics in California sometime ago until

L.A. agreed to purify the water by using ozone. Why are we killing our people with commercial poison chemicals. It is surely because somebody is getting very rich on it.

Sign on the road ask the question, have you read Psalms 64 and Isaiah 12? I turned to the scripture. " hear my voice, O God, in my prayer: preserve my life from fear of the enemy. 2-Hide me from the secret counsel of the wicked; from the insurrection of the workers of iniquity: 3-Who whet their tongue like a sword,and bend their blows to shoot their arrows, even bitter words:4-That they may shoot in secret at the perfect: suddenly do they shoot at him, and fear not. 5-They encourage themselves in an evil manner: they consume of laying snares privily; they say, who shall see them? 6-They search out iniquities; they accomplish a diligent search: both the inward thought of every one of them, and the heart, is deep. 7-But God shall shoot at them with an arrow; suddenly shall they be wounded. 8-So they shall make their own tongue to fall upon themselves: all that see them shall flee away. 9- And all men shall fear, and shall declare the work of God; for they shall wisely consider of his doing.10-The righteous shall be glad in the Lord, and shall trust in him; and all the upright in heart shall glory". Isaiah 12-1"And in that day thou shalt say, O Lord, I will praise thee: though thou wast angry with me, thine anger is turned away, and thou shalt confortedst me". Strengthen our days dear Lord I pray and make us free of all habits of Satan in the world of sin or religion. Make us free to worship thee and live a happy life.